WE ARE STILL HERE!

I apologize for the lack of posts the past few weeks. Several things have been taking my time...a few health issues, work, life.

I am happy to report that all is well with us...Steven and I are spending the night together tomorrow night (YAY!!) and we have had a couple of other overnight visits in the past week. I am eternally grateful that he is able to make this work. Right now, more than ever, I need HIM and US.

Going through the motions of the holidays has been draining. There is this cloud looming over every tradition that my husband and I do with our kids that is screaming "THE LAST TIME!" and it is hard to ignore it. However, I am appreciative for this time to create those memories, to continue what we have always done as a family, and to know that I will continue to do special things with my kids, as will my husband. Traditions don't have to go away, they can just look a little different, and that is good too.

Steven has made some great progress within his marriage, and working towards major changes as well. We have such different situations, but the bottom line is that we both need to be happy, and we are in marriages that aren't providing that happiness. The great thing is, that even though it is HARD, our spouses essentially feel the same, and it isn't some horrid shock to anyone.

I have a job that gets intense this time of year...10 months out of the year I can pretty much be very part time and work when I please. November and December are a different story, and the next two weeks might possibly kill me! No, really, I love it, but it is physically and mentally taxing right now.

So...that is the majority of it...I will get back to posting more soon. I have stories...just because life is busy doesn't mean we aren't still up to no good...Swinger's Club, we bought nipple clamps that we haven't played with yet, an interesting visit to the Porn Theater, and the fact that I am really liking being on top when we have sex lately...

OH! And hopefully I will have an HNT up next week!

Take care!

Missy